the main comm wanted to trick me to tears during the meeting but unfortunately, the plan failed. but THANK YOU FOR THE PLANNED SUPRISE! its pure fun and exciting! esp the part where rith comes in crying! HAHA!

thank you everyone for the well wishes! appreciate it! 




p/s: i actually wanted to post a photo, but lj dun support the photo format-.- wth. 

i got the best birthday suprise ever from my lovely girlfriends and boyfriends, and it was a well hidden secret from all 3 of the oct babies! i really thought we were going to buy food for our steamboat dinner at 8pm wearing makeup and dresses, which is definitely gonna be too much for grocery shopping, but turns out to be a suprise BBQ session with the guys preparing everything for us(except the fire). did i mention that we had a pj party too! but nonetheless i enjoyed myself alot that night especially with such great company.

so i really like to thank the girls and guys alot for planning this whole big suprise for us. it was really touching and i ended up having some tears in my eyes when i saw the collage. cos i remember telling janice i've never ever receive a big collage from everyone before and they made each of us a gigantic one. after so long we still tick through everything together. im really glad that we form this really special and tight bond with each other, able to tolerate each other's flaws and embrace each other from the bottom of our hearts. it was indeed a great night.

thank you!
love <3

omg. about a week more and school's starting. time pass really fast and it's october alr!!!
anw there's so many people's birthday on october including mine! and there would be a lot of celebration going on. like whoo!
it should be fun!!!! i hope everyone's birthday have suprise element in it! just like what i told jan,min and elaine today. HAHAHA! insider's joke
ok this is super random....

( no title to this. )

i made a stupid and terrible mistake today, which cost me 8bucks of cab fare from my last $10 in my bank and another 2 more bucks from my bus fare. so it's pretty obvious that i need a slap to wake myself up.

caught the ugly truth with the usual slackies and they had to check our ic cos it's nc16. DO WE STILL LOOK LIKE 16? I MEAN, I DUNNO TO CRY OR LAUGH. but anyways to console myself, i shall just take that as a compliment. hurhur.

the movie was great, with elaine sitting next to me going "woah!" for the guy's hot abs that got me laughing. but it was all pure fun with a simple movie date.
( love me, hate me. )
okay meal time.

sometimes i feel that my life is so pathetic. WHYYY?!?!?!

anyway partied with the girls last night @ Rebel. super squeezy, super fun, super high.
and did i mention that min has a very coward and realistic dog? i think im gonna do up a youtube video on her soon!
HAHA!

update soon! (:

is it even the correct speeling for hippopotamus? i just watched this variety show that ask their guest how to spell the long term for hippo and i find it interesting. hahaha!

anw i;ve been feeling unhealthy these few days. must be all the junk that im eating. so im trying to practice healthy diet practices and lifestyle. it seems like i need to workout more. cos i was alr panting when im only done with 15 situps. WHAT A LOSER. EVEN MY DAD CAN DO MORE THAN ME! so i must train myself again! and start running! and elaine,lays and i are gonna try boxercise! whoo sounds fun! hope it wont be so expensive!

anw now im comtemplating whether to get a fisheye instead, cos bbf is bloody expensive for me! and it seems like a better investment than a bbf. gonna check it out with robin tml at haji lane!






 

and I MISS SANYA ALOT RIGHT NOW! aww miss all the good times we had and all the sweat we put in. miss everyone over there now ):
 

OMFG!!!!! IT'S SUPER ADORABLE RIGHT?!
i have been searching for a bbf for the longest time and today i found this limited edition decade bbf online which is extremely prettaye. but it's far mor expensive than the normal bbf by like 70 bucks?! -.-
but besides that, i found a second hand white bbf selling at a hundred bucks. so maybe i'll consider buying that or a brand new one that is currently on sale. so i hope my pay comes faster! *ka ching!*


anyways, this few weeks have been filled with meetups, FEP shopping, baking and work. and im left with about a month of holiday! gonna spend it well and spend it good!  :D

( PHOTOGRAPHSSSSSS. )

we celebrated mel's 21st in advance yesterday and my house is filled with so much orangeee cause her theme was orange. i was quite suprised that most of them wore orange though, ad it was really a sucess! i was glad she loved the cake and enjoyed herself till the early hour of 7am. and we bought really big poppers too! but i had a hard time cleaning up the house after that. super messy! but it was fun!

hope you like your party! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL! (:

it's been great coming back to singapore, and im only updating now after like 2 weeks back here. have been doing many meeting ups and eating sessions and im also missing Sanya and the people there. but anyhow, here are some photos of my mysterious 4 and half months experience at china.


( it's good that you know. )

sigh. i guess this is my last post before going to china.

i'll miss everyone.


oh fuck. see ya after 5 months.

last week really meant the LAST time we went through :

• all the shit together,
• all the fun together,
• all the hair spray/gel together,
• all the folding of neckerchief together,
• all the grooming check together,
• all the stewarding together,
• all the burning up pans together,
• all the laughs we had together,
• all the sweat we had together,
• all the "morning chef/sir/mdm!" together

and the list goes on.

SSM & culinary science was a torture at first. but i enjoyed myself, i work hard and play hard with my team and i had a blast working with everyone. it was defintely an experience for all of us.


sigh, back to  my books again.

I WAS DEVASTATED............AT FIRST.

now that i've spent some time thinking through stuff, all i can say is to just work really hard and do my best. the rest i'll just leave it to fate, or the mighty god.

its really tiring for the mind to worry about so much stuff. thinking is alright cos you are just finding a solution or an exit to something. worrying is totally different from thinking. it eats your brain. you have to carry this thought in your brain that has no exit for 12453264514523 years before finding an exit. and my exit is not even close yet.

its also really tiring to know that you put in so much effort and work so hard but you still don't get the results. like WTF?! i almost wanted to die. i hope carelessness would not give me the death sentence anymore. i had enough of it. but at the same time im scare that i can't make it.

you know i told myself that if i don't make it to China, it wont be that bad. i can stay in Singapore with all my loved ones, i don't have to be homesick and cry myself to sleep missing everyone else in SG. but if i don't make it, i'll be so mad at myself cause it's such a great opportunity (though the pay sucks). & i'll create another whole new trouble to find a last minute SIP placement and cancel all the paper work and blahblahblah and i'll feel really bad and cry for 3 days before going back to normal.

accounts really suck the shit out of me, and its the main thing that is creating all this shit for me. PLEASE.. IM BEGGING YOU.. LET ME PASS AND GO AWAY FROM MY LIFE....FOR NOW (i don't think i'll ever escape the evil hands of accounts in the future)

  
   reunion dinner photos!

& after today, i am finally done with SSM! whoo! i feel so proud of myself that i survived through this module. but also, im gonna miss all the fun we have man ):

exams coming soon. gotta study gotta  study! I MUST MAKE IT!

P.S: our MICE project really sucked. sad siaaaaa ):